To be honest, I feel like a fake. My quiet nature and not easily to trust people just make it harder for me to open up. I guess all my friends sees me as the calm type of person. But actually in my mind there are lot of things I wish I've the courage to tell them. Studying here and seeing all the hippocrates that surrounds me, just make me more afraid to tell on how I truly feel towards them. But that doesn't mean that I don't trust people, I do make friends here. Some true friendship whom I feel and I know they got my back. The funny thing is when I'm presenting a project work in front of the whole class, I don't feel afraid at all where most people would end up shivering and stuttering during their presentation. I guess it's my insecurities acting up again towards how people perception towards me make me prefer to shut my mouth up. So, in honour of Maal Hijrah, I need to make some improvements in order for me to enjoy life more. So, be brave mizah. Be brave. Fight for your right.. :DD
