Friday, September 17, 2010

destiny...

Allah destiny...
no one knows what He sets for us...
just accept it willingly
although it brings deep sorrow and emptiness in our life
first it's my tok abah,
then its khairul...
right now, i feel numb in my life...
but i accept it...
may Allah protect you always...
soon or later, we'll meet...
al-Fatihah...

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

hurmmmmm.......

Something came up.... not going to Johor for Raya.... instead Raya in Kuantan.... hurmmmm..... sad la....

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

RAYA FESTIVE


I am so thrilled and excited due to Raya is just behind the corner... I will be celebrating my Raya in Johor with my father family. So, that mean I need to bake a lot of Raya cookies as Raya celebration in my nenek Johor is so happening. All my father sibling are going back to Johor. I can imagine the cheerful laugh and chatter my family make when they gather as we are a close family. In addition, my nenek house is located in front of a beach. Beautiful, lovely beach that I learn how to swim in it. Plus, the beach is quite secluded from other houses and has the most beauty view in the kampung. So, can swim as long as I want without strangers watching and staring. I can't wait to hear the Raya song my grandmother would played in order to wake all of her grandchildren. All the dish of the day, she would make it her own. Her finger licking rendang, kuih, lemang, nut gravy (kuah kacang). And her perasak (traditional Bugist rice - like lemang except it is boiled or steamed in bananas leaf) is killer. The fragrance and taste is just making me wants to go to Johor right now. I too can imagine myself and my cousins taking a dip in the warm beach water. And don't start with the Raya money. As my father family relatives are so many, means that I will get a lot of Raya money collection this year. And in village, every year we would have a firecracker fight with the next village and usually we win. We can be quite adventurous with the firecracker. The firecracker sound would continues up until 1 am the night before Raya. Definitely Raya is the best moment that I will cherish forever. Raya has been so exciting since I was little and until now. The only festive that I have been waiting every year to celebrated.